January 2010
New Years Eve
I have nothing planned.
But my dear, we’ve been “romantically involved” since the moment you caught my eye and I’d love to be near you at 12 tonight.
The world “flowers” feels good in my mouth when I say it. I don’t know why.
I like reading French and though I can’t be sure what I’m saying, hearing it said is so pretty.
“Rear...
“So long as men can breathe or eyes can see / So long lives this, and this gives...”
– Sonnet 18
December 2009
Why can’t I see my two most recent posts….?
At lunch today,
So, everyone has first impressions, very animalistic, self protective, raising of eyebrows, approval/disapproval/neutral.
I admit it, I walk with my fingers clenched around my purse when I walk through Pomona, especially that Mexicana supermarket. There’s always a few young women, with asymmetrical, dark, intimidating eyebrows, that pull my stare but I keep my eyes hooded in fear. I walk in...
“I won’t let the world swallow me, I’ll swallow the world.”
I love being a nerd.
Being weird is really quite freeing, I can be whatever and whomever I want and in whatever mood with whatever outlook because I’m just…that complicated and intricate. I love that this allows me to love myself and love and appreciate other people. Man I love finishing books. I love this time that I have to finish them! Maybe I’m just a morning person. No. I am a morning person,...
“The more you look, The less you see, So close your eyes and start to breathe, Oh...”
– Canvas
Me: Sam, will you help me clean the kitchen?
Sam: Yeah..just..a..(texting)..second...
Me: When I say "will you help me clean the kitchen" I really mean.. GET UP AND CLEAN THE KITCHEN.
Sam: Yes ma'am.
“Am I not destroying my enemies when I make friends of them?”
– Abraham Lincoln (via simtan) (via quote-book)
Christmas Morning
Woke up with the worst headache. Rolled around in bed seeking out, please God, for a more comfortable position and a possible cure to the echoing gunshots in my brain. No one is home.
Wrote a bit, happy about the end of my three month long period of waiting for my period, new book I’m finding it..controversial, I want to see Sherlock Holmes and Nine. Someone see it with me?
Also, this...
“The human body is flawed, the mind wants and lusts and is, by nature, sinful. We...”
– My personal belief on human nature.
Oh
Keep time keep time father time, father of all mother nature force us all, see the strength, the beauty, the connection oh so long such imperfection so innate God’s hands, God’s hands
Watch
Feels like the Beginning
AVATAR. was incredible. I was right. I knew it would be. I love it, I want a long braid and a flying ikran. Saw it with Hannah and mi familia favorito. (yeah, that’s the extent of my Espanol).
I’ve had sushi 3 times this week, I’m down for more.
I realized that since I don’t have a boyfriend, I make up my own husbands. Maybe I just see a bit of what I want in several...
Long time no see
Today I hit a car for the first time.
From this experienced I learned how incredibly cool my dad is. He comforted me for making a $10,000 mistake. Damn I owe him a nice christmas gift.
Spent over $100 on other people. I feel selfless. Gave my food to a homeless man.
I read an article about the photographer who followed Elvis in his early days. Incredible story, great writer too. “He was...
I sing in the shower til it's all Jazz and no...
My darling boy, My darling man You’re growing up, You’re growing old The light will shine, The end will glimmer For me, stay safe. For me, stay here. Keep the world, Carry my heart Like a banner, Like a sword Scream love, Breathe love
Be Love. Exist, Love. Rise, Love.
You don't realize how much I worry about you and...
I HATE IT WHEN I MISPELL THINGS ON TUMBLR...
narisakanchana:
you guys respond so fast…i’m not a dumbass, i swear..
I’M SO EMBARRASSED.
M-i-s-s-p-e-l-l.
One day I'll wave my banner.
Woke up at 6, completely apathetic, hating the world for no reason whatsoever.
Miscommunication led to Michelle, Shawna, and Mary all poppin over for breakfast.
Apathy continued, leaving in its wake a terrible DBQ and bullshitted anatomy.
Absolute zero excitement over auditions, last thing I wanted to do, but thanks to the Lacanilao’s I got some caffein in me and cheered up.
Everyone did...
Dream Science?
is the most fascinating thing ever. apparently nightmares prepare us for the bad things that may happen to us. some people who have strokes don’t “forget” their dreams, they just don’t have them anymore.
I love dreams! What the heck. it’s so interesting.
